FEELING TO THE EXTREME - My Terribly Beautiful Life with Borderline

  • A powerful personal account of living with Borderline Personality Disorder that raises awareness and inspires courage.

Even as a teenager, Joelle Westerfeld sensed that she perceived her emotions differently than other children: Her sadness was infinitely deep, her felt hopelessness boundless, and her joy overflowing and all-encompassing.

She didn't dare show her vulnerability, walked through life with a mask for a long time, left home early, dropped out of school, traveled the world alone, and repeatedly experienced emotional breakdowns and relationship terminations. Only as a young adult did she receive the diagnosis: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD).

This was a liberation, as she could finally do something about the burdensome symptoms of the disorder, which was long considered untreatable and is still highly stigmatized. Sufferers were accused of craving attention, being manipulative, and incapable of relationships. Journalist Joelle Westerfeld debunks these stigmas, showing through her own story and narratives from her daily life: Borderline is neither a flaw nor a life sentence. A captivating and informative book that raises awareness and inspires courage!

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  • Publisher: Rowohlt Taschenbuch
  • Release: 13.03.2026
  • ISBN: 978-3-499-01785-8
  • 224 Pages
  • Author: Joelle Westerfeld

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FEELING TO THE EXTREME - My Terribly Beautiful Life with Borderline
Joelle Westerfeld FEELING TO THE EXTREME - My Terribly Beautiful Life with Borderline
Yvonne Schmedemann
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Joelle Westerfeld

Joelle Westerfeld , born in 1997, works as a journalist in Hamburg. She is particularly known for her commitment to topics such as body acceptance, mental health, and feminism. Starting in 2021, she hosted the Instagram format glanzundnatur , reaching over 200,000 followers. In 2023,  medium magazin named her one of the Top 30 Under 30 in the industry. On her Instagram account @joellewesterfeld, she regularly addresses topics such as mental health, queerness, and raises awareness about her life living with Borderline Personality Disorder.